失去了人生一位很重要的人：×我的外婆×

10.15AM->输给了死神，死神的降临，带走了外婆。
我的心好痛好痛哦~在德士上一路赶到医院，我完全无法控制自己的眼泪，看到她最后一面后，我的心变得有点平静，因为外婆的最后一面，我觉得她不痛苦，是开心安详的。我感到很安慰。

虽然有万分的不舍，但是与其看到她痛苦，我们更决定放手，让她安详地走完她的人生道路。生前的外婆很慈祥，很为人着想，很有同情心，不计较，不屈小结，在我心目中是最好最好的。在她这82年来，欣慰的是她并没有被任何病痛折磨过，儿孙满堂，都很孝顺她，照顾她。所以上天很感激您，让她安详地不痛苦地离开。我们会永远永远怀念您，记得她的好。

外婆，要开心，要幸福哦～ 爱着您！- 献给您～
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生老病死～

每个人都会经过这一段过程，是痛苦与否要看个人的造化。命中注定，逃也逃不过。离别是痛苦，可是看到心爱的人在这段过程的当儿拖拖拉拉，是件更令人痛心的一件事。我是个护士，看到无数的病人与家属。在他们面前我都很自信，给予他们鼓励，给予他们帮助。

可是今天，我也以为我可以很坚强地面对。看到AHmAh躺在病床上，套着氧气套，呼气有些困难，急促，我的心真的好痛好痛。我哭了，我竟然哭了。我错了当你看到自己的家人躺在病床上那刹那，你再也不是那个护士而变成了家属。当你想帮忙却帮不到她是更是觉得无助，懊恼。我现在才能真真正正地体会到一个家属的感受。AhmAH因为肺发言而导致呼吸困难，心跳急促，还发烧。医生说蛮严重的，因为AHMAh已经80++岁，要我们做好心理准备，能不能够度过也要看aHMAh了。如果情况恶化，AhMAh 也不会转去ICU 因为她的年龄，他们只能尽他们的能力帮助她。

老天爷啊，如果真的有这么一天，我只有一个心愿。让她安安心心，开开心心，不要有任何痛苦地离开对她是种解脱。但是在这当儿请您赐给她力量让她度过难关，让她恢复健康，是我们感激不尽的。aHMAh加油！！！ 我们一起努力吧！！～

珍惜你们眼前的人，不要计较这么多，不要等到死神降临了才来做补偿，因为有时候已经太迟了。开开心心度过每一天，珍惜你所拥有的你就会很幸福。
如果就这样睡去未尝不是件好事～

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