MY nEW cuRly HAIRsTYlE..HAHAHHAh

FInAlly GEt mY NEW HAirSTYLE..REAllIE Not USed to it..N fiND it QUiTE DIfficuLt to HAndLE..sTYle..HAHHHAa..n AFter PErmIN MY HAir..it BEcAme dry!! ARGH!!! i MISSeD MY StRAiGht HAir..BUT WEll..lET's SEE.. 2008 IS coMiN..So SHoULD CHANGE a Diff STyLE..HAHAHhah...Still FIND mY REbONDEd HAir PREviOUSly NICer..BUt well NO REGREt.. JUSt Do My BESt tO GEt iT nicER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008 rESoLUTioN:
1. MY lovEd ONEs, MY fAMilY MY deAr N ME..HAppY HEALthY N lovIN..
2. MY gUitAr..MY drivIn N MY CAREEr...
3. LOVE MYSElf..LovE MY FRENz..LOVE MY FAmIly..LOVE MY DEAr..
4. BLoOD DONAtiOn 2nD tiME!! i WAn to BE a BLoOD DONOr chAmPiON..HHAhhahaa
5. lEArn to COOK MORE diSHES!! MAkIn sUShi!!
6. MEET Up witH MY PRIMAry SChOOl..POly FrenZ..So LONG nEVEr see thEM LE..
7. TREAt my FAmIly TO a sPEciAl MEAL!!
8. GET MArriED??!! HAHHHAaa.>KIDDin LAh.. mAy OUR lovE LAst!!! HAHHAHA...
9. BE A sUPEr HUImA N BE THERE FOR thEm..!! HAA..
10. lAUGH EVErydAy n DUn SWeAt E SMAll StUFF..
11. PRAy MORE"
12. GO TOUR with DEAr n FRENz..n fAMily..HAa
TAt IS FOR All I guEss..

hUi...GAMBAte GAmBAte GAmBAte!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MERRY xMAS N NEW YR IS ARRIVING!!! cHEErs!!

oh
MErry XMAS..!!!!!!!!!!! hOHOHOHOHO...bESt WISHEs tO All...HAHHAHAHA.. mAy EVEryoNE dreAm CAME tRUe....HHEHHEe

WATchEd NAtiONAl TREASUre2 At 2Am WIth BUDD..N I FALL ASLEEP!!!!!!!!!! hHAHHAa.. REAllIE too tireD AS I WORKEd MORNiN SHIFt TAt dAy...AiyO..But still GEt to WAtch TIll e ENd...FInd nAtiONAl TREAsure 1 IS BEtTEr..MORE iNTErestin PErhAps? HAHAa..BUt it IS QuiTE a GREAT ShOW to CAtCh...ENjoY UR HOLi PEpPS...NEW YR IS COMIN!!! HOHOHo

dAnny dArdAr"s BIRThdAY CElEb!! HAppiE 22tH BIRthdAy

sAt: 22.12.07 VEnUE: BIShAn PArty woRld-AmK STeAmBOat HOUSe
GErz..BAbeS..dEAriE thAnk For coMIn TAt dAy..it wAs aN ENJoYAbLE n UNFOrGEttABLE NIGht... HOPE yA gUYS ENJOy ur tiME toGEthEr..hAHhaHHAHAh...HUgx..MUAckz..

deAr..FInAlly IS UR bIRthdAY..HHAHAHa..1yr OLDer AgAin...WAh..so FASt... MAy EverythIn Went sMOOThly from TAt dAY ONWArd..nOE AlOt HAd HApPEned to YA diS yR.. BUT DO STAy StRONg..jIAyOU..i will Still BE HEre..beSt OF LUCk...sTAy HAppIE.. lOVing U..~ jIAyoU BAH!!!

20.12.07: OUR ANnIVERSARY DARdAr BIRTHDAY n MERRy XMAS COMIN ToO!!!

it WAS A sIMPLE diNNEr TAt NIGHt..i CooKEd E FRIEd riCe n sO ARE thE ONIOn RIngS n fRIes..HEHeehEx..E FOODs weRE BOUGht From FOOd REpUBLiC...LOOk YUmMy?!! I lOVEdd tHE TUTU KUEy..DAR LOVe E HUm CHiM PAng HAHAA..
*DAN DAn n huIhuI*
OUR diNNEr ENdEd n OUR snAp Shot STArTEd..nicE*? hAHah..DArdAr WAs tiREd AS HE WORKEd NIGht sHIft thE PREviOUs dAy sO We LEft ROuNd 9 TAt DAY..
OUR PIGGGy HP chAin..HEHE..


HAppy 22tH BIRthdAy!!! HAppy 1 And A HAlf YR AnNIVErsAry!!! MUAckz..HUGx..
WE reAlly cAMe A LONG way..SORRy TAt i HURtEd YA BY SAYIN tHOSe thINGy..BUT i NEed to BE HONEst WitH MY FEEliNGs..n i Will KEEp TRYin i PRoMISe..i WIll chERiSh Wat i HAve WitH YA n lOVE U WIth MY HEArt... stAy HAppY HEAlthY.. i mAy NOt NOe y i FEel diS WAy At tiMEs..BUt At diS POint..i dO reAlly LOVE U..~

THE 3HR KARAoKE SESSiON @ PARTy WORLd [10pM-1Am]

thE 3 rAScAlz...it WAS reAllY FUn n I LAUGHED So MUCh TAt nIGHT...HAHHA
KENNy_ANDy_SUsAn MAMA..

it WAS JUSt TOO COOl..lOVIn YA GUYS lOTs.. nO MATTEr wAt..we ARE oNE bIG FAmiLY ALWAys....HEHHE...

hUI"=)

A stORy to SHAre FOR E dAy: tHE LAw OF ThE GARBAge tRUCK~

How often do you let other people's nonsense change your mood? Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive colleague ruin your day? Unless you're a robot, you are bound to blow your top off. However, the mark of a sucessful person is how quickly he or she can get back his or her focus on what's important.

Sixteen years ago, I learned this lesson. I learn it in the back of a New York City taxi cab. Here's what happen.

I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station. We were driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded, and missed the other car's back end by just inches!

The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident, whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us.

My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean he was really friendly. So, I said, 'Why did you do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!'

And this is when my taxi driver told me what I now called, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck'.

Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of fustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it. If they happen to dump it on you, don't take it personally.

You just smile, wave, wish them well, and moved on. You'll be happier if you did that rather than fight them.

So this was it: 'The Law of the Garbage Truck'.

I started thinking, how often do I let garbage trucks run right over me? And how often do I take their garbage and spread it to other people: at work, at home, on the street? It was that day I said, 'I'm not going to do it anymore.' I see garbage trucks everywhere and everyday. I see the load they're carrying. I see them coming to drop it off. And like my taxi driver, I don't make it a personal thing; I just smile, wave, wish them well, and I move on.

Good leaders know they have to be ready for their next meeting. Good parents know they have to welcome their kids home from school with hugs and kisses. Teachers and parents know that they have to be fully present and at their best for the people they care about.

The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day. What about you? What would happen in your life, starting today, if you let more garbage trucks pass you by?

Here's my bet. You'll be happier.

So...love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe that every thing happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, TAKE IT!
If it changes your life, LET IT!
Nobody said it would be easy...
They just promised it would be WORTH IT

Cheers!
"Life is short. Enjoy the journey."

My cRUiSE ADVENtuRE~

i will NEVEr foRGET e 3DAys 2NIght cRUiSe TRip WE goNE thROUgh...e eAtiN..e BUffEt..e toNNiN..GEttIn crAziE..E MAssAGe..e JAcuZzi..e sUn TAnnIn..e PHotO TAkINGs...e AcTiN..e tIME We TAke tuRnS to BAth..tO SlEep TOgEther..tO dOll Up TOGEther..tO RuN ARoUNd LiKE crAziE ROuND e cOrridOr..e tOpLEss sHOW..Haa..e MAhJOng.. e JUmpIN N bOUncIN..e BALlEt..e LiNE DANcIn..e ExpLORAtIOn..e sIngIn.. iS JUSt UNFORGETTABLE..SWEet..toUchiN...

HUgx..LovIn U guYS LOTs...HAHHAhaha..
hUi" =)
wHEN I HAve tiME i Will eDit e PicS YAR?!! HAHHA..hohohooho

SaGittAriUS =)

The first thing I notice as I glance down my list of Sagittarians is that they all have an amazing ability to care for others. I've been to about a hundred doctors in my frail little life and about fifty of them have been Sagittarians! These people just love being helpful.

Many Sagittarians are bachelors. I know quite a number of Sagittarian subjects who never got married or else got married once and after three days ran off and never tried it again. The Sagittarian is an independent human being who seeks adventure even in the banal. Seeing the same face every day in the same surroundings doing and saying the same things is not the Sagittarian's idea of paradise. Rather, he or she could be content with a roof, a dog, plenty to eat (but nothing too exorbitantly expensive), a good position in the world and lots of dear friends around him to accept all his moral and material handouts.

Sagittarians are often planning or returning from a trip. They are drawn to travel and motion, always seeking to grow their knowledge of unusual cultures and exciting new places. Those group holidays where people tap on rocks in the Sahara or clamber over miles of rugged terrain to locate a lost shrine are loaded with curious Sagittarians. As a result, Sagittarians prosper in jobs that permit mobility and allow them to meet new people. They function best in relationships which leave them lots of leeway to come and go as they please. They are happiest when learning and growing and are repelled by sameness and routine.

Sagittarian women are particularly success-oriented. They like to run things, their way, and are not usually squeamish about how many dead bodies they have lo walk over in the process.

Need some advice on a dicey sublet or a special color of typewriter ribbon made only in the Philippines? Ask a Sagittarian. They will bounce right out and find you exactly what you want. Then, proudly and with almost childlike enthusiasm, old Sag will ring you up to ask, "How many of those ochre typewriter ribbons did you want?" You ask for it. He's got it. Sagittarius notices everything, pays close attention to details and remembers everybody's birthday. If not by heart, then jotted down in a little date book specially kept for this purpose.

My Sagittarius sister-in-law, Nicole, not only remembers everybody's birthday, but she knows how many times you have bought this certain kind of perfume since last June and whether or not you are the kind of person who likes Breton oysters. It's not that Nicole's memory is so fantastic, although she's very clever. It's that she really, really cares. "Oh..." she'll say after I haven't seen her for ten months and she visits me in Paris. "You cut your hair and had it pushed back over the ears. You lost a pound and you moved the couch. I think you look terrific. How did you ever get that makeup to be so smooth?" When Sagittarius women love somebody, they are not afraid to show it.

Sometimes, because they are very direct, Sagittarians tend to blurt out remarks that might have been better left unsaid. "You had your eyes done!" cried a Sagittarian friend when I met him at Orly Airport. I nearly fainted. Worse, I hadn't had my eyes done at all. He was so embarrassed, poor thing. He meant well. He meant to say, "You look terrific," the way my discreet sister-in-law has learned to. But instead, he mentioned my eyes, which 1 always think have giant bags under them and are better not discussed.

Even so, Sagittarian people have an outstanding ability to cheer one up. If I am ever sad or feeling sorry for myself, I call up my Sagittarian friends. They love to chat and will always have a funny story to tell, a nice cup of hot tea prepared for you or a bottle of your favorite rose on ice. You can tell your Sagittarian friend anything you are feeling and he won't be shocked. The Sagittarian is the soul of comprehension and exudes good will. Find yourself one for a friend. You won't regret it

Positive Traits
CHEERFULNESS
VALOR
SOLICITUDE
OPEN HANDEDNESS
HONOR
REASON

Negative Traits
OUTSPOKENNESS
VACILLATION
RECKLESSNESS
CARELESSNESS
BAD MANNERS
CONTRADICTION

My 20tH BIRTHDAy CElEBRAtIoN

HOHOHhOoo..ON thE 28th OF NOV, i decidEd to GO FOR blOOd dONAtioN At OUTRAM HSA BLoOD BANk...HAHHAa..rATHEr coOl YAR? MY 1sT TImE DONAtIN BLOOD TAt IS y i DEciDEd DO it ON E dAY i WAS bORn: 28.11.2007
++> HAHAHa..DO JOIn ME NExt tiME!! It IS GREAT!!!





COOL BAnDAGE!! with SMIlEy FAcES!!!!!!!! PINk coLOR tOO BAD NOT gREEN COLOR..hHAHAHAHAhaha



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HEHHee..AFTer BlOOD DONAtioN..I wEnt TO NYP to MEet mIN!!..firStly to TAKE BAck E coNFIrmAtioN SlIP..sEcoNDly lONNgggggggggggg tiME NEVEr SEE HEr!!! hHAaha..
AFTEr TAt SHE PEi ME gO tO siGN Up FOR MY BASic ThEory whICH IS SchEduLEd ON thE 20tH FEB!!! 2008~!!!!!!!! argH!!! i reCEiVEd A lOvEly cArd FROm MY BESt Budd.. NOThiN coULd DEScRiBE HOW i FEel..SimPLy fANTAStic!~

hAHHhahHAHHAHAhha..N toNIGht..MY MUM coOKEd cHillI CRABS..>HOHoOHOHooOOOO...
lAStly IS MY birtHDAy CAke bought FROm cRYstAl JAde CAkEry...it WAS 30% OFF!! bEFoRE tAt IS $22 After DIscoUnt iS $15.60!!! chEAp LEH!!! HAHAHah..BUt We cElEbrATed and cUT it On sUN INsTEAd...HOhhOOOHOOHo


thANk To All..lOviN U LOTs..HAppIe 20tH BIRthdAY To ME!!!!!!!!!!HAHHAHHAhAAH
i wiLL GAmBAte!!!!!!!!!! JIAyOU jIAyOU jIAyOU!!! it WAs A SIMpLE DAy: NO HOO HAA!! NothIn sPEciAl HApPEnEd..BUt it WAS enOUgH" coZ I Am AlreAdy VEry coNTENTed n HAppy WitH wAt i HAD:
hUi" mUAckZ..HUGgiEs!!!!!

DAtEs OUt @ WEStcoASt!!

NEW MOViE ON PREviEW: dAtEs OUT At WEst cOASt
cASt: cHEn jIAhUI, DAnny lIm, YONG MEixIAn, YEo ZHIQi..
DAte: 24tH NOv 07, SAtURDAy
5stARS!!!!!
hOhohohoOHOOoo...
MUSt cATch it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHHAHAHAHhahahaha

diREctOR: chEn jIAhUI
oVErAll coMMEnts: it rOx..n thAnk to All OF U guYS..hUgx..LovIn U All..
HAppIE bIRThdAy 20th!!! mUAckZ!!!!!!

想着想着～

快一个月我没在博客上聊聊我最近的境况了，到底最近在忙什么？遇到什么事物与人物...哈哈！

忙着工作咯，忙着还账单，忙着花钱，哈哈哈....
可是忙完以后又会想起最近发生的事情，有时很无奈。
有一天，我上了晚班，放工的时候已经早上7，快8点了，我与我的伙伴便到AMKHUB对面的MAc吃早餐。我们聊着聊着就到了下午，说也奇怪我们不觉得累，反而精神起来。
一整个下午聊的都是有些人为什么知道有些事情是永远不可能发生，不可能属于自己，却一头栽下去，越陷越深，让自己痛苦，让自己一次又一次得受伤害。路是自己选的，可是明明有个更好的路，更好的将来在等你，你却放弃了。为什么要折磨自己，勉强会有幸福吗?到头来还是一无所有，很可悲不是吗？
一个心爱上两个人？有可能吗?《哈哈》
爱上一个人，每一段恋情，都会说我爱你，都会说不管什么事都会陪着你，加上一《永远》，还有会说“LOVEUFOREVEr” 可是分手后，恋情结束后,这些承诺，约定还在吗？很多时候，我们又爱上另一个女孩/男孩，又给他们一样的承诺。很奇怪啊？


感情的事也是很难用三言两语就说得清。
心是肉做到，会流血的喔=）
可以说的就是每段恋情不要刻意伤害对方，不要你正在他身旁却想着另外一个人。

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其实还有一些感想对于某些事物有空在聊啦~ AWait MY INsPirAtion To ARRiVE“ ……^_____^

TEOCHEW RESTAURANT HUAT KEE

27.10.07 SAt: IT WAs thE EVE oF DAd's BIRthdAy..
DAD, MUm, KEnnY[2nD brO], ANdY n HIS GF..ME N DAn wEnt tO thIS TEO cHEW resTAuRAnt HUAt KEE NEAr RP i bEliEve..coz WE dRovE THEre..n I DuN REAlly KNOW WHEre IS thE pLAcE eitHEr..HAHAHaHA..IT wAS LIKE ALOng THis STreet..n cAME to THiS ORigINAl tEo cHEW ReSTAURant..n WE Are TEO chEwS bUT iROnicAlly thE dIAlEct I SPoKE is HOKkiEN!!! HAHHAHAHah..WEiRD SIA..

ANYWAy..it WAs TRAffic JAm aS IT Was A SAt..WEEkeND AS USUAl tRaffiC JAm LOh..WE ORdEREd sTEAmEd FISh, vEGe CHicKEn SOUP..FRIED ricE...PRAWn Roll..MEi CAi DUCk.. n LAStly DESeRts OF thE NIGht Are LONGan tOUfU n gINKo NUts YAm PAste..HAHHAHahHAHAha.. thE foODs ARE VEry FREsh..VEry HEALthY I MUSt SAy n it FillEd OUR stOMAch MOst IMPoRtANly..THe AMbIencE IS cOOl..VEry TEo chEw styLE..[diAo* coZ iS A tEO chEW ReSTAUrAnt MA..lOlx]

AlL IN aLL..WE ENJoYEd E diNNEr..e toGEtHErnEss, tHE WArMTh, thE sENSe OF BEloNgiN..n THE fEElIN of A FAmily.. a HOME"...i aLSo ENJoyEd All thIS lIttlE cELEbrATiOns..littLE OUTings..thOUGh NUTHiN REAlly SPEciAl..bUT still i JUSt LOvE it WHen WE ARE TOGETHEr As ONE...tAt Is MORe THAn I cOUld REally ASk For...

hHAhAhaHHA..i LOVe MY fAMilY LOts...n so dO MY FRENZ...HUgx..MUAckZ..
hUi..=) 28.10.07..HAppy BirtHDAy PAPA!!!!

YEARs OF meMORIES All BURnt doWN In ONe nIGht..

mORe tHAN 20yrs De mEMORiEs...a pLAcE whiCH i ALWAy LOOk foRWArd to.. i aM goNNA MISs thiS PLAcE sO MUCh...

~the REmNAnts LEft*
a HEArtbrEAKin Sight......heArt wreNCHINg MOmEntS...
tHEreFore..NUThiN IS prediCtAbLE...e lUCKy THNG At thE eND iS NO cAsUAltiEs in thiS trAgic FIre...

THe PREtEndErs By fOO FIGHtErs~

keep you in the dark you know they all pretend
keep you in the dark and saw it all begin
send in your skeletons
sing as the bones come marchin' in again
the knee you buried deep
the secrets that you keep are ever ready, are you ready?
I'm finished making sense
done pleading ignorance
that whole defense
spending this energy
but the wheel thats spinnin' me is never ending, never ending
same ol' story
what if I say you're not like the others
what if I you're not just another one
look at your face, you're the pretender
what if I say I'll never surrender x2
in time I'm so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale, oh well
the pages I repress
they are not permanent, they are temporary, same ol story
what if I say you're not like the others
what if I you're not just another one
look at your face, you're the pretender
what if I say I'll never surrender x2
I'm the voice inside your head you refuse to hear
I'm the face you have to face mirroring yourself
I'm whats left, I'm whats right, I'm the enemy
I'm the hand that takes you down and brings you to your knees
so who are you, yeah who are you, yeah who are you, yeah who are you
even in the dark, you know they all pretend
what if I say you're not like the others
what if I you're not just another one
look at your face, you're the pretender
what if I say I'll never surrender
what if I say you're not like the others
(even in the dark, you know they all pretend)
what if I you're not just another one
(even in the dark, you know they all pretend)
look at your face, you're the pretender
(even in the dark, you know they all pretend)
what if I say I'll never surrender x3

so who are you
yeah who are you
yeah who are you
yeah who are you...


++>pRetEndin to BE SOMEoNE wHo is NOT yOURSELf..WHO ARE U at tHE eND of THE dAY??

it HAs BEEn soMEtiMEs....

bEEn sO lOng Since i WrotE In...HmmMM..BEEn reAlly BUSy wiTh WORk fOR e LAst wEEk.. nIGht SHIft fOR 4dAys fOllOWed By 3dAys OF reSt..KINDa DiffiCult tO ADjUSt BAck to E lIFe wHEre U GEt tO WorK In e DAy n SlEEp iN e nIght..

i LiKE And DISLiKE woKkin nIght..sOUnd coNtrAdicTiNG yAR? WEll..MAyBE i shOuLD SAy e PRos ANd cONs BAh..wEll..woRkin NIght IS NOt rEAlly TAt peAcEfUl All e tiME..tHoUgh sOMEtiMEs i Do EnJOy e PEAcfUlNEss, e QuietNEss oF thE NIGht, But woRkiN WisE..i still PREfEr a LivEly WorkPlAce..doN't REAlly LIke E fEelin Of STAyin N REstiN alOnE in E tEArOOm FAcIN 4WAlls bUt lUCkily i BRoUght MY MP3alOng...4sTaff Per NIGht THEREfoRe not reAlly POssiBle to gO BREAk toGetHer..n I dOnt Like e FEelIn of WoRkiN In e NIght WhILE oThErs ARE all SLeepIN!!! HAHhHHAhahhaa...i dOnt MInd sPEnDin THe WhOLe NIght At BAr, chAttiN..iNDuLGiN..@ktv With FREnz..BUt WOrkIn..e FEElin is KIndA WeiRd, PErhAps Still NOt USeD to it..or mAyBe i lOVe woRkiN in a PlacE WhEre thAt is LivEly n BRiGht..

HOWevEr oNE tHIng I liKE AbOut WORKin thRougHout E nIGht iS thE freeDOm..nO reStrictioN fROm tHE 'sUPErioR'...NOt ThAt we will FOoL ARoUnd..But WOrkIN In A careFree, relAxEd MAnNEr cAN BE rATher coOl thOUgh...

sOMetiMEs, i ReAlly feel THAt i dO coNtrADiCt MysElf..wOrkIn MornIng SHift BUt hAte the feelIn of bEing WOken up bY e sTuPid AlArm clOCk..But WoRKin Pm sHift HAte to See e mORnIn shIft PepPS KNOckIn off WhIlE i still HAve to WorK till the sKy tURned dArk..HHAHhhAhaahah...fuNny CreAtURes in thIS World...

But AfTEr all..diS is mY Job..diS is wHo i Am.. hAve cHOseN it..hAve cAme So fAr.. n sHOuld HAve exPEctEd all thIs..weLl..i still lovE WHAt i am dOIng..jUst tAt i jUSt WanNA compLAin oNCe IN A whIlE..hAHhaHAHAHahahA...all E BEst PEpps..lOve WhAt U are doiN..n dUn worry too MUCh Of e dAily HAssLEs..thEre Are still LotS of thIngy BeSiDe thIS awAitiN u..wHEtHEr it tuRn Out Well OR BAdLy..lifE still GoeS on.. sTAy sTRong..

hUi..=) cyA gUys SOOn"

HAppIE 1+1!!~

i liKE e WAY U sMILe e wAy U sHOW UR toOth..HEhE...
tHOUgh We qUArrEl A Lot BUt We LAuGH ALOt tOO..
huGx..

MY deAr FRenZ..yOng mEixIAn" mAxi"

xiAN xiAN bIRthdAy...A GEr sO SWWeet So NIce So PUre n So INNocEnt n GLAd TAt She IS mY BUdd...HAPPIe 20th BIRthdAy My DEAr gErz...u Are sOMEoNE wHOm i dUn regRet NOEin...thHAnk fOR evErythiN...do tC YAr...HUgx..mUAckz..

HUG...

JUSt KEep EVErytHIn SiMPLE sHOrt n SWEet*

i GEt PISSed OFf eAsily WHEn thINgy ARe cOMpliCAteD...mEssEd UP wHEn EVErytHIn CAn BE doNE sIMply wItH sOMe EffoRt Put iN..

i DuN BLAmE ANYONE..
bUt i Am REAl tiREd sOMetiMEs..sO JUSt GEt EVerytHIn DOnE n MAy EVErythIn Went SMOotHly..JJUSt ENjoy BAh"

hUi~
NO WHERE IS wONDerfUl UNLEss u tRiEd GOiN TheRE..SO JUSt sTOp BEin FUSsy n jUSt go AHEAd..HOhHOohhOOHHOOoooo... it IS ALreAdy A BLEssIn n A REWarD to BE abLE to GO toUR toGEthEr alREAdiE..jUSt tAke thiNgY eASy..n i will BE VEry HAppy LE...

it iS OKAy if i sUffEr so lOng As mY lovEd ONEs dUN"

it WAs A coOl NIghT

it WAs coOl TAT NigHt..i HAd A BAd dAy TAt DAy..toTAlly pIssEd ME off n i AlMOst fREAk OUt" ARGH" bUt thANk goD..mY Budd Are THEre..n i fElt lots BEttEr TAt NIGht.. reLAxEd RElIEvEd n Well coME oN" DuN SWeAt thE SmAll stUff"

HHAHAHhahahahHAHhahahah...

My JOB..My dUty..MY lifE"

HAve BEEn WorKIn fOr 2mtHS gonNA 3mtHs..woRkin LIfE cAn REalliE BE tiriNG..tiME SEem to BE rUNNin ShOrt...Alot OF thiNgy neEd to AdjUSt AccORdiNglY..n thIngS tHAt U ALWAys WAnnA To dO to PURSuE cAn BE AffEctEd HErE N thEre...

thE timE to Be witH UR lovEd ONEs..e tiME to ActuAlly HAve A GD REst n thE timE to sPENd On thE tHIngS i WiSh to PurSue Are cOmpRomISed...oH Well..todAy ONE of MY collEaGue AskEd ME," sO dO U still lIKE WORKiN As A NURSe? do u lIkE UR JOb?" hHAHAha.. i Am glAd tHAt i cAn ActuAlly AnSWer hEr stRAight n HONEstly TAt i still enJoy WHAt i Am DOiN.. n so FAr NO rEGrEts..hHAHahHAHha...evEn tHOuGh I AM not SUre HOw fAr i cAn gO fRom WHere i Am....bUt i never regREtteD BEcoMIn A NUrSe...AttEndiN to pAtiEnts NEeds..coZ whEn i reAlly sEe thOSe Ah MAh N Ah goNg smIlIng silly FAces, it toUchEs mY HEArt...it wArms My HEArt..n to See thEm dEterioAte mAke my heArt Ache n whEn thEy ActuAlly REcOver..i reAlly feel GREat..

evEn though i dun reAlly LIke sOme of Ppl i am Workin WIth..[espEciAlly thOse sO cAlled "sUPeriOr"] But I Have fUn WOrkIn With MOst of thEm..n i lOve WorkIn with My nice SWeet GEntlE pRecEptor...thAnk foR Her pAtiEnce n UNderstAndin All thIs WhiLE..evEn thOugH i Felt reAlly tiRed hAvin to RuSh to N fRo..hAvin LIMited tiME to spAre..bUt i still dun Mind xinKU Abit..n hElpIn oNe anothEr Out..i Am JUst reAlly PIssed OFf n FreAk Out When thE so cALled SuPErioR" dUn undErsTAnd HOW we feel..jUSt WannA REpRImANd AS N whEN ThEy lIKe it..n i dreAd thEse MOst..n So Are JUst As fAke..Oh Well..i JUst duN giVE a dAmn AnYmOre...onE in ONE oUt..ONly AbSorb thOse i THOught iS MEanIngFul n USefuL to ME..

lifE iS ShOrt..tiME IS ruNning..i WIll TRy My bEst to PUrsUE My drEAms.,,wiSh Me lUCk.. mAy i fUlfill mY dREam In e fuTuRe YEarS to cOMe..HEHehhee..

hUi" =)

E FOOD fAir DAY

THE FOOD fAiR DAY~

a group of Frenz ouT on a simpLE DInneR..WeNT To SunTEC CItY..N weNT TO thE FOOd faIR..haHaha...WeLL..JusT Find E fooD faIR nUTHin speCiaL aboUT iT..HahAH.. kiNDa DIsappOINTEd THoUGH...HhaahA..bUT STILL boUGHT SOmeTHiN baCK to leT my faMILY tasTE IT..

bouGHT beIJinG SteweD dUCK WRAPpeD uP Like poPiaHS..WHicH CosT $6..KindA eX aCTuaLLY bUT jusT waNna GIve IT a trY...BouGHT a koreaN stYLE hoTDog beaDED wITH breAD aND tHEY fRIeD IT...N bouGHT E koreAN sTYle fRIeD CHiCKEN wTH maYO..haHA.. realLY sMeLT gOOd N tasTY...I fInd THe TaSTE sTiLl Not bAd..BUt mOre tO IMPRoviSe..lOlx..LAstly BOUght e so cAlled SHArk Fin SOuP WHICh tASted fUll of EGgs" sMEll..BUt All in All..Still ALrigHt TO ME..JUSt WANNA LEt MY LOVed ONEs tRy SOmethIn NEw..

WEll..GEt to Sit TOGEtHEr n ENjOy THe fOOds..i Am HAppy With WHAt i See..HOW thE foOD TASte DOEsnt MAtter AnYMOre..HAHhAHaha...i jUSt Feel GoOD..

HUi"

oNliNE SHOppiN SPrEE!!!

wAH..kINDA GEttiN ADDictEd tO oNliNE shOppiN..

hHAHAa..JUSt tOO MAny lovEly IteMS tO chOOse FrOM...hAahaha...
oH MY....HOWhOWhOW???

GErz LOVe SHopPiN!!!
E wAy U Doll UP URsELf, WHat clOthIn U dOn ON...cAn tEll WAt IS UR MOOd TAt sPEcifiC DAy..whAt KINd of chArActEr U wAnnA POrtRAy oUtwArdly N iNTErNAlly...

HHAHhahhA...INTErEstiN And FUN...

i Am sORRy tOO

soRry dAd....

we Are JUSt BOth iN A BAd MOod...

i cRiEd so HArd pErhAp coZ i cAre"

SPEciAL FREnZ..spEciAl MOMEnts

A sIMpLE nIght..

everyoNE ENjoYed" hAppiE BIRthdAY.. tiME fliEs... All E MEmORiEs tiLl FOREVER*

Ah Qi..Ah roS..AH xiAn...fRENZ coMEs n GOes..NUTHin IS fOREVEr..." wHEn E tiME to coME, U JUst HAve to LEt gO..WHicH coME N GOEs..lifE still gO On...MOst iMptly chEriSh DIs VEry MoMEnts With E spEciAl ONes..

i lOve U gUys...NO mAtTer WHere i am..i still RMb U All..*fOREVEr*

tHOugH I May Not NOe WAt Will HApPEn iN fUTure..till NOw..i still cARe AlOt..is AlOt n Alot..

JUSt So f*K UP"

oH Well..DAmn it..

it WASnt MY fAult...

n U ShoUted At ME"

wAt DO U THINK i Am?

i hATe it....HOW I WiSh i NEVEr NEEd to dEPEnd ON U..

i Am STArtiN to EArn..TO EArn MY freEDOM..n ONE dAY THEre WIll BE a DAY WHEn WE DUn OWn EAcHotHEr ANytHin..NUtHIn"

U SHoUld LEArn to RESpEct otHErs BE it U are MY FAtHEr.. OthERWIse U will reGRet e thIngs TAt U sAId HURt..n cAn NEver bE tAken BAck..................

My 1St 1yR ANNiVErSAry

HAhAHa...WAh..toDAy IS reAlly An IROnICAl DAy..sAD MOMEnts n A MIx OF HAppy MOMents.. oH My...HAhax..i cRIEd toDAy IN FrOnt OF HIm..WE Were SItTinG BY E ROADSiDe..n I WAs SObbIn AWAy... i toLD HIm HOW I FElt...e EMotiONs e tEArs JUSt OoziNg OUt..I JUSt cAnt coNtRol..

i TOLd HIm..i cAnt FEEl His lovE..e wAy hE HEld MY HAnd..i NO lONger FEEl it ANyMOre.. i wAS ScAred...i toLD HIm mY FEAr..wIll it bE pErmAnent? i sAid TAt a RElAtIOnshIp WithOUt LOVe..cAn it gO oN? i will RAtHEr giVE uP...

i criEd AgAin...

HE JUSt HUggEd ME tiGHt...n wiPEd MY tEArs AWAy..HE NEVer sAy ANythIN..

n wHEn I stoPPEd N askEd HIm , " dO U Still LOVE ME?"
WE cAMe face tO fAce, n he sAId, "YEs, i DO" n i fAll intO HIs ArmS...

AmAZingly, i tRUst HIm, i BEliEve whAt HE sAy...jUSt SimPLy a FEW worDS mAke ME reGAin My COnfiDence..And tHEn I stopPEd..i StOPPEd cryiN...n suRpRIsiNgly, i dUn FEEl HEArtAchEs AnYMore..OH Well..i REAlly Dun UNDErsTAnd MYself tOO..

sOMEtiMEs, THingS JUSt DUn Go Rite..FEEliNGs Are Still THEre JUSt Tat BEcAuSe OF SoME reAsoNS, e feelINgS Are goNE...wE Are JUst NOt in A GD MOOD LAtEly, And When THingS Are Not WorkING, thIngs Are DOwn..dUN piN POInting..THE BESt IS to Sit down..n TRAsh It Out Softly..cRy IT OUT.. I Am GLAD i cRIEd today..THOUgh I criEd So HArd.. bUt i GEt tO KNOw mY Ans...An Ans TAt i LOng For..

i Am GLad I NEvEr giVe Up..LEt's MOVE on HAND iN HAnd..thOUgh it MAy BE REal toUGh AT tiMEs, bUt i Am WIllIng tO trY It OUt..to LOVE u witH mY HEArt..

LAstly, HAppiE !yr AnNIVErsAry!! i dO lovE U lots..

20.8.07

hUi" =) KIssIEs n HUGs..

A NEW birtH..A NEW LIFe

EVEry lifE IS PRECiOUS..BEAutiFUl, AmAZing..

SOmethIN tHAt cAnt SImPly dEScriBE in ONE woRd OR tWo...

it COMES with HArdShip IN exCHAnge OF A reWArd..A GIft TAt NO MONEy in diS WOrld cAn bUy witH....

HOrOScOPE: BEliEVe it oR NOt

SCORPIO - The Addict> EXTREMELY >>>adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke.> Very Good sense of> humour. >>>Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser.> Always get what> they >>>want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in> long> relationships. >>>Talkative. Romantic. Caring.

VIRGO - The One that Waits> Dominant in >>>relationships. Someone loves them> right now. Always> wants the >>>last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.> Easy to talk to.> >>>Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The> one and only.

LIBRA - The Lame One> >>> Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a> kind. Silly, >>>fun> and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring> person you >>>will ever> meet! however not the kind of person you wanna> mess >>>with ... u might> end up crying...

ARIES - The Liar> Outgoing. Lovable. >>>Spontaneous. Not one to mess> with. Funny.> Excellent kisser >>>EXTREMELY adorable. Loves> relationships, Addictive.> Loud.

AQUARIUS - Does It In >>>The Water> Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a> kind. >>>Loves being in> long-term relationships. Extremely energetic.> >>>Unpredictable. Will> exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But >>>will> Knock your lights> out.

GEMINI - Irresistible> Nice. Love is one of a >>>kind. Great listeners Very> Good in the you> know where... Lover >>>not a fighter, but will still> knock you out.> Trustworthy. Always >>>happy. Loud. Talkative.> Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.> Loves to make >>>out. Has a beautiful smile.> Generous. Strong. THE MOST> >>>IRRESISTIBLE.

LEO - >>>The Lion> Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid> back. >>>Knows how to> have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great> >>>kisser.> Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.> >>>Attractive. Loud.> Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. >>>Not> one to mess with.> Rare to find. Good when found.

CANCER - The Cutie> >>> MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one> of a kind. Very> >>> romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet!> Entirely >>>creative.> Extremely random and proud of it. Freak.> Spontaneous. >>>Great telling> stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights> >>>out if it comes> down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

PISCES - The >>>Partner for Life> Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. >>>High> appeal. Has the> last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun >>>to be> around.Extremely> weird but in a good way. Good Sense of >>>Humor!!!> Thoughtful. Always> gets what he or she wants. Loves to >>>joke. Very> popular. Silly, fun> and sweet.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover> >>>Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy.> Predict future.> >>>Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships.> Great talker.> >>>Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to> own Gemini's in> >>>sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

TAURUS - The Tramp> Aggressive. >>>Loves being in long relationships.> Likes to give a good> fight >>>for what they want. Extremely outgoing.> Loves to help people> in >>>times of need. Good kisser. Good personality.> Stubborn. A caring> >>>person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are> the most attractive> >>>

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One> Spontaneous. High appeal. >>>Rare to find. Great when> found. Loves> being in long >>>relationships. So much love to give.> Not one to mess with. Very >>>pretty. Very romantic.> Nice to everyone> They meet. Their Love is >>>one of a kind. Silly, fun> and sweet. Have> own unique appeal. >>>Most caring person you will> ever meet! Amazing in> the you know >>>where..!!!> Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you> might >>>end up crying.>

wHEn My WorLD SINK iNTo DArknEss......................

WhEn EVErytHin JUSt DUn WOrk OUt..N SoMEtimEs SOMetHinG IN UR HEArt, U JUSt cAnt tEll ANyONe cOz THEre Are SOMetHIn EvEn UR clOSest FrenZ Wont uNDerstAnd It.. wOnt UNderStaND U...n e wHOle WORld sInk dEEPer N dEepEr INtO dARkNesS totAl dArknEss~

TOTAL DARKNESS" loNEliNESs n DEspERAtiON"

soMEWhEre tHEre IS ALWAy A sOURcE of LIGht gUIdIn ME thRouGh.. sHOWin ME e PAth..e wAy to BE fReEd" it MAy TAke soME tiMEs...BUt it iS oKAy...it IS ALrite" at leAst it is THEre...still THEre...still tHerE fOR ME~

200pOUnds BEAuty

BEEn A lONG timE SINCe i CRiED AfTer wAtcHiN A gD MOViE...

i cRiEd SO HArD tAT NItEx...fINd it So TOuCHiN" rEAlly tOuChEd My HEArt...

"WHat's A pErSon tO dO WhEn All tHEy cAn DO IS WAtcH fRoM AfAr?"

dO yOu HAve AnY IDEA WhAt it fEEls LIke NOt BEin ABLE tO coNFess oNE's lOvE??"

我爱你"

因为爱得很深？所以心会痛？

爱情啊到底是个什么东西？有些人寻寻觅觅地追寻真爱，到头来真的会找到吗？曾经有人这么说过一个人的一身中会遇到四个人：一个是你最爱的人，一个是最爱你的人，一个是在你人生中你刚巧遇到的人而最后一个就是自己了。

很多时候，你最爱的人并不是最爱你的人，而到最后与你白头到老的却是你刚巧在自己人生某个阶段出现的人-并非是你最爱的更不是最爱你的那个人。因为你最爱的人没有选择你，你也没有选择最爱你的那个‘他或她’。人有时很矛盾哦？命运弄人？ 有缘无分...

曾经许下的承诺，有过的约定，随着时间的流失而被遗忘。可是曾经相爱过，就不会后悔？ 友情变爱情再从爱情变回友情，真的可以吗？可是悲哀的，为什么爱情会变成无情？仇恨？陌生人啊？要放手比得到更痛苦吧？有时候真的会累啊，少了谅解，信任反而多了误会。

爱啊这个东西，我有时也搞不懂。暧昧，相爱，离别，心痛，哭泣，是个轮回吗？要哭过才能明白吗？要真心相爱，要心痛过，才会了解自己要什么吧？

我是个很容易放下的人【是真的吗？我也不知道，哈哈】，你放下了吗？还是只是不让自己去回忆把它暂时遗忘，冷冻？还是事实上我们不逞真心爱过而只是在对的时刻，对的感觉干好地就在一起了呢？

每一次，我都很用心，用心去爱‘他’，可是我也会开始想一想这样爱‘他’的方式对吗？‘他’需要的是什么？然后就明白原来我以前错了～ 因为‘他’需要的比我想象的还要简单，单纯。对自己的无理取闹，万分的不谅解感到惭愧，我错了。

是真的，这一次。我想我真的爱上了他，是比以前更爱更爱～

我哭过，心酸过，想过放弃过，也重新再来过：
"心好痛好痛，是因为爱的很深很深"
两个不同世界的人，相遇了，而且还相爱了，很奇妙吧？

My WEiRd eNcoUnTEr WItH a WEiRd cHAp

3th AUg 07.....
At 1500hrS...i fiNAlliE reAch yCk MRt oN e WAy tO clEmEnti to GIvE WEIxi tUItion n MEt Mr MAoMAo AFteR TAt...hAha...i foUND a SEAt n whIle i Was foCUsin MY VISion ON e NDP pOSter: " hOld UR BREath........." sUddEnly, a Soft VoicE in MAndArin cAmE frOm e BAck OF MY nEck" hEllo..hEllo...cAn i ASk U A QNs????" I WAs LIKe AlritE fiNE SiNCe i Waitin for MY trAIn i Dun MIND sPArin SOMe tiME cHAttiN wiTh hIM...

HE iS rAthEr sKInNy...sHOrt HAir..clAD iN a T-sHirt TAt dUn Suit HIS AgE..proPErly aBOUt my Age oR YOUnger 1or 2 yrS...

i wAs AmUSed By hIS nExt qNS....HE ASKed Me Not TO BE aNGRy witH His QNs And HE aSked whEtHEr HE cAn BE a WOman? n hOw diD i ANsWer him?
i sAid Up tO u hEllo...! if U LIke BEin a WOmAn so be it..mOSt IMptly HE iS HAppy After BEcoMin a WomAn... i thInk he iS rATher sUrpriSed witH my Ans.. n he QUeStiONed Me aGAin Why i DiDnt Ask Him e REAson y HE cHooSe to BE a WOman...i WAS lIke hEllo..U wAn to BE A WOmAn TAt is UR PRoB...oH MAn...i dUn tHInk i sHoUld INTerfEre witH hIS mAtter..n I tEll Him TAt IF HE reAlly dEciDe to bEcoME a WomAn, he Will NEEd lots OF coURagE n he need to BE brAve EnOUgh tO fAcE Up e rEAlity n CruElty TAt He will GEt froM othErs...n aGAin HE sEEm rAtHer cOnfuSed n SurPriSed...HAax..

HE coNTiNUed to TEll ME tAT hE WAn to DOn On WOmAn clOthIn..UNDerGArmEnts aND EVEn Ask ME to BRing Him to BUy e clOthin.. AFter TAt HE Went FuRTHEr And askEd ME whEtHEr he cAn DriNk a WomAn's URIne..YUCK!!!! i SAid NO!!!! n AgAin HE ALWAYs ASk ME mY viEWs ABoUt HIs tHiNKin....woRsE still HE prOceed to Ask ME wHEtHEr HE cAn REmovE hIS dick...n KEEp toUChin His diCk At e sAme tiMe..i wAS LIke HEllO!! u wAn to KEEp it OR LEAve it IS Up to U...my GOd...ACtUAllie i was fElt liKE telLIn HIm of GOin foR a GEndEr reAssignMEnt in MY WArd to GEt it doNE...n i REAlly GEt irritAted AS TiME goEs By.. n lUCkiLy MY trAIn cAMe...thAnk GOd!!!! bUt i Do FeEl sAd FOr HIm... i AskEd WHetHEr he TOld HIs FAmily HOw HE feEl n he saiD NO" From ANothEr VIew...i thINk HE IS a LONEly POor Chap...i dUn nOe HOW IS HE goiN to HAnDle All hIs thINkiN evEyrdAy... BEIn LOSt in HIS OWn WOrlD..N IDentity coNFlict..

My 10minS COnVErSAtIOn with Him mAKe ME sYMpAthISe with HIs PLight n CoNDItion.. it IS KINDa LIke tHEre IS An IMPEndiN DOom WAitin For HIm if HE IS not ABle to SeEk e PRopEr trEAtMEnt in tiME... MAy HE bE ABLE to FinD e ritE PErsOn whO cAN reAlly givE Him A HElPin HAnd...

wEll..aLthOUgh i Am Not USed tO diS kIND oF enCOuNter witH diS kIND of gUY, it Do MAke mE bE AWArE tAt thEre Are POOr sOUls lIKe hIm RoAmiN AROuND in thIS WOrLD... if i dO HAve timE NExt tiME...i MAy RefEr HIm to SeeK HElp IN iMH For TReAtMEnt... sO IF ANYoNE oF U mEt DIS KINDa of Ppl..be brAve n ASk THEm to sEek HElp frOM PRofEssioNAls BAh...

hUi"

DON't trEAt oTheRs e WAy U dUn wAn tO BE trEatEd"

diS pIC SPeAk A thOusAnd WOrDs..

POWErFul MSg to briNg AcRoSS.."

piErcE riTE tHROuGh MY heArt...

mY AiMS/ sHOrt tErMS goAl

1. A dRiVin licEnsE: NExt YR
2. A tEnnIS rAckEt: eND of thIS YR
3. leArnIn gUitAr..eND of tHE YR?
4. GOiN oN A toUr: eIThEr End OF thIS YR or NExt YR
5. iPOP/ PSP: 2mths tiME
6. A NEW HP: 3-4mths timE
7. A NEW HAirstyLe

MY firSt EnTry In MY firSt BLog..

fiNAlliE i stARtIn BlogGin..On 31th July07..

"bITcHOut n BE fReEd"

a Way tO actUAllY bitCh Out OR sHOOt ANytHin in e MIND..ABOut e UnhAppy InciDentS Of DAilY lIFe..n MOSt IMPtly to SHAre E HAppY eNCOuNtErs Of dAily livIn AS WEll..

U cAnt coNTrol wAT IS goNNA HApPen NExt...cAnt COntRol e PErSon fROm RuInin UR lifE.. BUt U cAn cONtRol wHEtHEr to MAke a PErsoN's dAy...a SmiLE cAn liGhtEn a PErsoN dAy.. a PAt cAn givE sUPPoRt to SoMEoNE wHo is fAlliN...

a SImPle MSg to tell TAt i HAve NOt foRgOttEN u>.

mOStiMPtly, tO kNow WAt UR frEnz wHo whEthEr hAs BEEen frEnz for JUSt 2mtHS? to 2yrs..? 5yrS? 10yrS...HOW THey Are GEttiN oN.....n to teLl thEm i still rMb U..n i Am still HEre foR u if U still reMEmBEr....

hUi" =) lotS of lovEs....