My 1St 1yR ANNiVErSAry

HAhAHa...WAh..toDAy IS reAlly An IROnICAl DAy..sAD MOMEnts n A MIx OF HAppy MOMents.. oH My...HAhax..i cRIEd toDAy IN FrOnt OF HIm..WE Were SItTinG BY E ROADSiDe..n I WAs SObbIn AWAy... i toLD HIm HOW I FElt...e EMotiONs e tEArs JUSt OoziNg OUt..I JUSt cAnt coNtRol..

i TOLd HIm..i cAnt FEEl His lovE..e wAy hE HEld MY HAnd..i NO lONger FEEl it ANyMOre.. i wAS ScAred...i toLD HIm mY FEAr..wIll it bE pErmAnent? i sAid TAt a RElAtIOnshIp WithOUt LOVe..cAn it gO oN? i will RAtHEr giVE uP...

i criEd AgAin...

HE JUSt HUggEd ME tiGHt...n wiPEd MY tEArs AWAy..HE NEVer sAy ANythIN..

n wHEn I stoPPEd N askEd HIm , " dO U Still LOVE ME?"
WE cAMe face tO fAce, n he sAId, "YEs, i DO" n i fAll intO HIs ArmS...

AmAZingly, i tRUst HIm, i BEliEve whAt HE sAy...jUSt SimPLy a FEW worDS mAke ME reGAin My COnfiDence..And tHEn I stopPEd..i StOPPEd cryiN...n suRpRIsiNgly, i dUn FEEl HEArtAchEs AnYMore..OH Well..i REAlly Dun UNDErsTAnd MYself tOO..

sOMEtiMEs, THingS JUSt DUn Go Rite..FEEliNGs Are Still THEre JUSt Tat BEcAuSe OF SoME reAsoNS, e feelINgS Are goNE...wE Are JUst NOt in A GD MOOD LAtEly, And When THingS Are Not WorkING, thIngs Are DOwn..dUN piN POInting..THE BESt IS to Sit down..n TRAsh It Out Softly..cRy IT OUT.. I Am GLAD i cRIEd today..THOUgh I criEd So HArd.. bUt i GEt tO KNOw mY Ans...An Ans TAt i LOng For..

i Am GLad I NEvEr giVe Up..LEt's MOVE on HAND iN HAnd..thOUgh it MAy BE REal toUGh AT tiMEs, bUt i Am WIllIng tO trY It OUt..to LOVE u witH mY HEArt..

LAstly, HAppiE !yr AnNIVErsAry!! i dO lovE U lots..

20.8.07

hUi" =) KIssIEs n HUGs..